Here is the gist of what I am asking; When I look at myself in the mirror, I seem refreshed in the idea that I’m beautiful, or as most of the older people say: handsome. But when I go out, I can’t read the facial expressions, body cues, or any other gestures that take note of an attraction. In my high school in the small Southern town I live in, people did not really want to talk to me, but I could read the body language of most of my fellow female classmates, beautiful or not, and I could see they were attracted to me, but unlike now, I did not want to subconsciously flirt with them.
Now, I feel like I am physically unattractive to girls of the outside world. Though, it seems like the girl that are open with their attractions to me aren’t considered good-looking, and the girls that are good-looking, I know I’m attractive, I wonder if I will ever have the appeal again. I don’t want to be part of the large statistic of ugly man-beautiful woman couples. I want most women to consider me physically attractive.
I am profuse with all my hygiene habits, bathing schedule, application of cologne/deodourant, my exercise schedule, my calorie intake, and anything to keep myself looking good.
Here is a recent photo of me.
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“I think, therefore I am”
by: Foxy Black Stereotype
on: 9th November 11